Random updates..

The whole new saga abt Edison is infusing into my clique's everyday life - WE ARE JUST PLAIN KPO. Are we sadist to be honest? Everyday we are digging out updates; hoping for some hot, sensational news to wrap up in again; like who's the new victim, which starlet is the video protagonist etc. Coupled with the fact I can't surf net in br, I need my fellow comrades to update me with the LATEST! Thanks to the Papparazzi Club ~~! Yes! Correct! Is you - whoever is in the email chain. Seriously after this whole saga, nobody is gg to remember Gil or Cec's pubic hair honestly. This is the showbiz - now Edison is just letting the 'unknown and well-kept-under' surfacing onto the shore. Think abt Jacky, Aaron and Carina - 还是一条好汉 ;) Just some new discoveries - Edison likes photography, Gil was 'deflowered' at a tender age, and Cec is quite the same. So what if Gil has proclaimed before she opposed premarital sex - we will just 'WTF' and then get on with our freaking life with me feeling a little bit more disturbed and nauseous than the rest coz I like TWINS. The ENTERTAINMENT industry sure gets us disturbingly entertained.

Now my 2nd nephew will be celebrating his full mth this Sunday. It's gonna be 普天同庆. haha.

We are halfway through CNY already - do you feel anythg or somethg exceptional and exciting? I seriously can't. I just wish that Singapore can be more 'Chinese' and traditional so we can enjoy longer holidays like China. 2 days of CNY public holidays are an insult to the great chinese tradition in the entire chinese community. Imagine this year they don't fall on Thurs and Fri?!?!?! Think abt your probable reactions - and... most likely you will agree with the sentence above.

I can never catch up on my sleep! Do you guys think if I sleep for 3 days 3 nights - will that help? or 7 days 7 nights? Freak - I'm just plain lazy. Nthg gets me moving nw.

Work wise - I am tired. Targets are higher and I can't seem to achieve and I can't think of what other things I can do. So I'm juz living by the day and hoping for a miracle to happen. Yes, correct I am passive, I am a loser and I wait for thgs to happen. Boss always says 'you must make thgs happen for you and nt the other way round' - I totally shut off. The art of trust and patience is a painful subject.

It has been 3 years since someone sent me flowers on V'day; ever since I work in a bank. Somethg is really wrong somewhere. I mean from guys coz I did receive flowers from Joline on my b'day and Genie on my first day in the current bank. Do you guys think I shld become a lesbian? I have girls wanting to be intimate with me noe.. haha. Don't understand why - abit gross. ...but I won't lah haha. I love men; hot men; nice men. The most recent: 'ABC' guy. If only the 'ABC' guy is more eligible.. he is 33 but his whole package is like 40. How can I take it?? I am 27 but my whole package is like 23 ;P I am not picky, I just hate to act interested. Some signs are surfacing right before my eyes.. I wonder if it is GOD signaling or hinting to me ...preparing me to be a spinster. haha as I 'pen' this down, I find it funny too.. wahahahaha. You guys know why?? The probability is just there. I am meeting and seeing singles EVERYWHERE. My workplace, my cousins, my customers - so many are unmarried and I tell you - they are not ugly and stupid! Whenever someone told me they are single, my heart just sank haha really true. I will be thinking - knn.. one more.. I will be joining them soon. CB.