saw these 3 equations in a tv triller and found them very interesting.
science - ethics = murder
life - dreams = jobs
emotions - logic = faith

allegedly, scientists sacrifice human lives in the name of science for advanced medical research. this's definitely a controversial topic.
80% of world's population hates their jobs. it is their dreams that keep them going.
there is a constant struggle between logic and faith as the latter is belief not based on proof

mathematically, they can also be:
science = murder + ethics
life = jobs + dreams
emotions = faith + logic

..and similarly, the following:
ethics = science - murder
dreams = life - jobs
logic = emotions - faith

all of them just make sense, needless for me to explain right.

there's a stupid dead cockroach in my room - exact location unknown. didn't have a gd night sleep yesterday due to this stupid creature. i hate cockroach!! it was around 1am + and i was happily surfing the net on my bed when i saw a FAT, BLACK MONSTER sticking on the wall and with WINGS! it was definitely traumatising and i ran out of the rm in split second, im very sure! so i waited for my sis to come out of the toilet. she's the only girl in the hse who dares to spray bygone directly onto this monster. imagine we (actually is she) 'wrestled' with it until 3am plus. she told me the cockroach was killed n dropped somewhere beside my cupboard. today i did a spring cleaning but it was nowhere to be found. anyway yest night i stayed in the living rm till 5am till i made sure there was no living cockroach in the rm. what a night! anyway today is a fulfiling day as i finally did a FULL spring cleaning of my entire hse; started from 930am to 6pm. spick and span. all measures abt cleanliness have been done to prevent another invasion of monster cockroach.

i even had a mini dream lst night. i dreamt of a super gigantic huge cockroach chasing me; right now the image is still in my head. wtf. gives me the creeps.

i'm bored so was navigating some guys' pics. decided to post my fav guys online. they are hot .. cute =)

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18-1-1979

29-12-1972

..when u look into ur reflection be in mirror/glass and find youself sometimes looking slim, sometimes looking fat - the truth is you are fat. the only times when u look slim in your reflection is coz of the slimming effect. i was soo disgusted and horrified by my image whilst waiting for the train juz nw. gross.

can someone tell me - is there anybody who fails for auto car driving test? when it started pouring heavily this morning, i shld have known it was a bad omen. i always made a mess during training whenever it rains. last wk i was still thinking if on my test date, it rains, i would take it as a sign. it was a 50% chance yet the coin landed on the wrong side. true enough. i knocked down a pole which during my entire 6/7 times in circuit, i never once closed in before. what a new mistake! yes, it was immediate. i was still praying very hard in the waiting rm for a miracle that the rain would just stop abruptly. grr.. why?

i'm at hm nw coz i woke up at 6am this morning to get ready for warm-up and test. it feels like gg back to old sch days where you woke up before daybreak. to b honest the air is fresher, cooler, lighter.. i bet unless forced to, i won't be seeing daybreaking anytime near.. oh yah or maybe i watch dvds until this wee hour, possible.

wasn't abt to post another entry but chanced upon eileen's blog hence i juz conveniently cut n paste some pics to 'brighten up' my blog lest ppl start complaining it's too dull. these 2 grps of pics were taken at penny black n harry's respectively. jane n eileen had training at raffles plc so boat quay was the best option to chill out. i like it when i juz need to walk over. lazy. yes u r right.

my nephew came over juz nw. so happy to see him. my little ah boy =) love him to bits.

just finished listening 'finding your life partner' by pastor prince highly recommended by iris. I, inturn, passed to my colleagues as i truly felt it would be beneficial for them as well. what can i say? if u r nt a christian, i juz hope u r teacheable =) juz in case u guys thought it's gonna be one of those cliche christian cds which is too 'holy' (i bet that's the thinking of majority), i tell u honestly, it's not. it's so realistic n applicable with the usual pastor prince humor. well, like i said, i hope u guys are teacheable. if not, it's really NOMB.

went flea mkt last sat at tanglin mall. was able to sell a couple of clothes/pants/bags. it's rewarding coz those clothes are meant to b thrown away or to karang guni, but i can still sell them. my target mkt is basically the 'foreign talents'. is worth it. if i had brought more clothes, guess to earn a hundred bucks is not difficult. i will b organising one soon. haha.

iris came over to find me. it's been some time since we last met n had a gd chat. she's always flying. we hanged ard till the wee hrs like 4am. imagine dinner - desserts - supper. i felt fat after that night. ok i mean fatter.

this apr marks my 3rd yr in the financial industry. time flies. all the drives and dreams back then had diminished by half. this's nt a glamorous job, at least to me. u look gd on the outside - get what i mean?! this's neither a professional job, u r pushed for numbers. lowest end of the retail banking spectrum. only plus plus pt.. flexi-time. happie anniversary.