i'm cool. didn't really feel anythg. no major upheaval. then again, what can there be? afterall, it's like 1 full year since i had the intention to throw letter. hands-down victory! all hail, i did it today! **clap** i wana thank all my frens for showing me their support today. without them, it would not have been possible. the wishy washy me perhaps will drag by another mth by another mth by another mth. haha. then my poor frens will repeat the same advice over n over again. let's end all miseries today alritey. once and for all. damn it!! let me be the phoenix (not dragon; no plagiarism jas!) at hm rather than the cockroach in br!! wooohooo!

2.5yrs in 'damn bloody shit' was no easy, breezy life esp aft lehman. i cross-path with a dumber old man who's totally dispensable and like a virus in the air polluting and contaminating the entire environment. for the entire 5 mths, the air in br was stale and so was my mood! tough. i died and revived. after the virus came an unstable, strange, capricious, corporate slave who is so unpredictable and unreliable that i fear for my survival and life constantly. i was always not aware of the situation and was frequently caught by surprise, and not pleasant ones though. we are friendly but not trusting. she's harmless as a friend but not as a boss. alritey, enough of my petty judging. (just 'recording' down as im positive im so gonna forget them in time to come =P)