Food Poisioning...

Yes, I had it again! Yesterday, I vommited once in br and LS 'n' times; u noe..liquid down the arse hole :( I couldn't stay for the training thereafter as I was darn weak. I rushed hm in a cab aft work, and immediately ran to the toilet to puke! Yucks! What is wrong again?? Sigh. Then as usual, I slept like nobody's biz til 8pm+. Went to watch midnight show 'Wild Hogs' with fren, nice show! Lucky I didn't vomit or wana LS thru' out the show. However, aft the show, felt damn Bo Ho Se, giddy, so quickly rushed hm. Ok fine, I m weak!

I m gg bankrupt by CABS. I take cabs everyday without fail. $13 every morning; coz what's the most efficient way to get to work fast, u tell me? I live in Pasir Ris and I work in Parkway. $13x24days=$312 excluding trips hm!

It's been ages since I last hang out with the gers, like 2mths?? I miss them esp Ooi (like 'N' yrs?!) Miss your silliness, miss scolding u, miss ur stupidity. It's nt gd to be overwhelmed by a certain aspect in your life that u neglect the others.

I miss lazing ard at hm. I work from Mon to Sat. After work, I would meet up with frenz or colleagues, or work late. Sat is also same thg. Sun, I would sleep like a dead log or go out. It's like my schedule and lifestyle is consuming me, and I hate this kinda feeling. My sis is rather pek cek that I go out early and come back late. I didn't realize when I see her sms one day that I felt guilty. Sigh. I don't know how to distibute my time anymore.

Durian poison..

I'm like urinating from my arse hole, this sounds disgusting I know but this is exactly the case. Yesterday, was in Tampines with fren when my colleague spontaneouly jio us go Geylang for supper, and that's the cause of my ordeal. Went to have durian feast, and I really didn't eat a lot. Sigh.. curse the durian. This morning, felt nauseous, went toilet and I puked all the yellow thingy out. YUCKS! I was LS-ing when puking! Damn disgusting! Lucky I only puked once, but the LS continued till evening. Whatever I drank or ate, they juz came out 30min later in total liquid form. Me seriously very prone to food poisoning, kaoz! Wasted my Sunday as I woked up at 6pm!

Anyway am feeling lethargic and weak now. Lazy to go work leh. Argh! My BM pissed me off yesterday, shld hv talked back at him more, irritated.

I feel I haven't got enough rest. My weekend is only 1.5 days. Has my lifestyle changed? Feel I haven't enough time for myself. I'm one who needs a lot of personal time and space. Will I be able to compromise this and adapt? I'm having mixed feelings..

The word - 'IMPACT'

I have a gd friend who super inspires me. He's doing well, same age as me, distributor earning 5-figure pay a mth. Recently he met with some problems with the mgmt in his office and thought of leaving the biz. Surprising, however not alarming coz he's one who thinks thru before making any decision. We have mutual understanding and frequency; he knows what's gd for him, needless for me to say more.

So, he's thinking of many alternatives. However, he told me in whatever he will do in future, he wants to impact ppl's lives. As simple as this sentence may sound to many (infact it may even sound cliche to thousands of ppl out there), it isn't to me at all and I truly believe him. We have been hanging ard each other's lives for more than a decade, and this is the kind of trust I have in him. He's always garnering my respect.

Well, this 'impact ppl's lives' sentence is thought provoking for me. It leaves me thinking deep. Have I ever impacted ppl's lives?

A few days ago, my colleague chatted with me just before Benny Hinn's service. He asked me what do I see myself progressing into in my job. I merely mentioned sales or analytical work, but not mgmt roles, as I hate looking after ppl. Straightaway, he said, "Then how are you gg to impact ppl, isn't this what we are heading for? To impact ppl's lives? The only way to reach out to ppl is to be a leader." I was struck dumb.

From these 2 instances, I know I still have a lot to learn. Way to go!

Shows that I watched..

Went to Benny Hinn's service, remarkable~ Have heard a lot abt him since yrs ago, finally I gotta chance to see him personally. It's amazing! Esp the healing session, heart touching that sent eyes tearing. What can I say? If only I had known and believed earlier..

Yah apart from this, I went to Phantom of the Opera as well. I would say I had expected something more spectacular, heart pounding and anticipating. However, it wasn't somethg so, at least to me. After the play, I felt nthg, no impact. haha. I guess it's because many details were missed out, and the transition was fast. Anyhow, I enjoyed the songs and the orchestra. U guys shld hear the live concert of Sarah Brightman, BEST!

I celebrated Good Friday watching a play too, put up by City Harvest ppl. Was invited by a colleague. It's an in-house production, can feel their efforts and passion. I know more and learn more :)

I guess that's abt all.. ermm.. yah and also I watched the movie Number 23. Ppl, pls go and watch and tell me your opinions thereafter. I kinda feel it is a crap show. My fren felt otherwise, and sor who watched it also said it was not bad. However, I dozed off a few times, and had a shitty kinda feeling thereafter. haha.

Swollen leg again..

Sigh..gana swollen leg. Is like an old ailment acting up again. My feet are itching like hell. The itch can really spread, moving up towards my 'small' leg. My feet are like rotten, with dark dead skins. Ugly sight! Thanks to my new pair of heels, put on MEDICATED plasters, and that's it! Argh! Applied cream all over my feet and legs that I can hardly walk nor sleep. Can't put my leg down for long, they will swell, and I get very uncomfortable, feeling blood can't flow freely. Didn't know my allergy includes medicated plasters as well! Welcome to the league! So now chinese medicated oil, ointment, 'fong you', all those chinese oil thingy, or chinese herbs thingy are out. OUT! Hope this time round my condition won't aggravate to the extent I need to get a jab! I had 3 jabs the last time round to ease my elephant leg swell! I am damn terribly afraid of jabs. Luckily that time was done on my butt! To make things worse, I had cuts on my legs yesterday coz I 'pillion ride' my friend's bicycle. The cuts are skin deep lor. So now I have NON-MEDICATED plasters again on my legs, cream on my feet, my legs ache, my feet itch, my right foot swollen.. I can't move freely. My branch is big. Gr..