to be honest, i always admire bloggers who dare to blog abt their deepest inner thoughts in their personal lives. i'm just done with a close friend's blog - she smsed me to check it out. she's the last person that i thought will start a blog and when i read it just nw, i was touched. she was very candid abt her lives. somethg which i can never pluck up the courage to do. perhaps im very insecure. im afraid ppl will know the 'real' me. im nt saying im a 'faked' but rather there's more to me than meets the eye. up till nw, there's only one person that has seen me cry before and that's law. crying seems like a weakling act to me. somethg too vulnerable already. somethg too personal. law is a scary person. one action, one comment, one reaction - he reads me like a book. i won't even bother to conceal just abt anythg from him. my life is like a 'page x' to him.

coming back to S - the new blogger. on the surface, she's like detached from the world. she goes to the movies alone, dines alone, shops alone on her off days. sounds elusive isn't it? laughter is like a punishment to her and sorrow is her antidote. though from another perspective, she is very comfortable being alone with herself. hw many of u can do it?

i'm glad my life is surrounded with different personalities. i'm glad my friends are not of shallow breed. i'm glad when i need genuine advices and help, i know who to turn to.