Juz came back from a late night supper with genie & joline - it's 3 of us again =) Hope the Macau trip will materialize; want a break overseas, away from s'pore, away from the usuals - juz want to do nthg. Am reading the 'Wild Swans'; as usual took mths to read that, am into the last 2 chaps, only have the opportunity to read during train rides to work.. but sometimes juz wilfully want to sleep and day dream on board. Actually wana ask u guys - what do u do on train/bus rides? sleep? day dream? stare blankly? kpo look around? A customer, knowing that I'm reading 'Wild Swans' went to buy that as well, overriding all the rest in his reading list. As he reads, he will sms me his progress and his feelings. Reading is gd; the expressions are more detailed, making us immersed into the storyline - which is why actual novels always outbeat movies in reviews. I sort of imagined I was living in the communist times, how I will do as a peasant. This novel sets me wondering what inhibited in Mao Zedong's mind, brain and soul so much so my next novel will be 'Mao Zedong's biography'. What a turnoff to you guys right? I know.

Sometimes I am puzzled at why ppl do certain thgs. If I am them, will I behave the same way? I like to think and think why ppl behave in their ways.. My boss commented I am very judgemental, to put it blatantly, it is basically critical. He was saying how I like to fixate my opinion readily onto an issue or person - what YL called it '先入为主'. Boss said I am stubborn with thinking like a block of wood. An old woman living in a young lady's body. this is a curse... haha.