i guess i don't qualify into the '宅女' category, not for continuous, prolonged period of time at least. i need to be out in the sun even for a short while. you know, when u stay at hm, rot in your room or walking abt in house doing practically nthg but watch dvds, youtube and check mails, it just gets into me, sets me thinking 'God, is my life that unproductive?!!' i appreciate once in a while full day kinda 'rotting' but won't really embrace the thought of 14 more such days to go. even though i was only at hm full day once for the past few days, seriously it already creeps me! how the hell can anybody possibly be a housewife?! i just need to find somethg to do! i'm so gonna post adverts, go swimming, go gym, read a book by coffee joint, just b OUT AND ABOUT! damn it!

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alright, personally, i feel yanzi's concert pales in comparison vis-a-vis the last one 2/3 years back. i would expect an emotional one (not as in sobbing that kinda emo alright) but rather shares with us her journey, thoughts and experiences during her 3 years of absence. is not somethg extra, merely a performance. from the theme of the concert, i can feel that she's a rather confused person. she thinks a lot but couldn't really comprehend herself or sort out her thoughts into a recognisable pattern. haha. cut it out.