New Asia Bar

Yest was a night out b/w Bedok & Parkway at NAB. It was an extremely fun night with free booze of coz. We just heck care and ORDER! haa. Anyway it's the 2 bosses who will be paying. Shiok is the word! This was better than with Hougang, basically coz I hv my kakis this time ard, and also now Im more 'shou' with my br ppl already, esp 'Pussy' and 'Bird'. They are crazy ppl - bottoms up with champagne??!! 'TA' every single drink!! My stomach was really weird thereafter, and this morning I LS =) There was a wage by Bedok BM to dare Parkway guys to get ger's num if they lose in finger-guessing game. Bedok BM was damn gd lor! Yes, PW lose! My BM took the lead, kaoz got num from some elderly looking gers! I laughed my head off! Super 'sei' this morning, whole br late! Every movement retarded by 1/2 seconds haa! Today, fri, night, R&R at hm coz steamboat party was cancelled. Didn't meet Jas u guys for a drink coz let me recuperate a little k. My fren said Im a party animal BUT I told her 'NO!' coz FAT GERS DON'T PARTY! FAT GERS DRINK, GROUCH, GRUMBLE in a corner haa. Imagine Fatty Annie holding a BIG pack of LAYS, a bottle of Coke, all messy with over-sized T-shirt & shorts, sitting in front of TV watching 'Music & Lyrics' and imagining herself as Drew Barrymore haaaa. THAT'S WHAT FAT GERS DO! (I'm not disciminating fat gers in case I get misunderstood; I'm basically mirroring myself lah grrrr.. =P) Actually Im picturing this image haa.. so funnie loser. Self-amused. I realise wherever I go, there's noise coz gana 'niam' by BOM again said we treat the br like fish mkt, very noisy. I was fined $10 today coz I didn't 'ra ra' the OPs ppl. WL. WL. WL.

Bits & Pieces..

YL: Hey why did u post up "我会好好的"? I like this song since long ago and kept on replaying. Haha. Also, SOR: That MV "好朋友" u posted up is the best sequel to the previous entry, I must say! Guys, my fav song this week is "接受" by 梁静茹.

Yup nthg fantastic nor exciting stuff to blog abt. Just pray that my friend's grandma will get well soon =) Last Fri, met up with Law and Keong. Treated me to 'Tian Ji' porridge. Aft that wana catch a movie but each and everyone were either watched by Law or me. So gave up the idea. Just had dessert at 'Ah Chiu' and went hm! It's always nice to meet up with them. Free treats, free rides, etc. keke. My 'blood' buddies! It's so wonderful to have these brothers around you as they allow me to fall back on in each and every adversities I face. We have come a long way - 14 yrs! The feeling is great! We were so notorious back then, disturbing the Bangladesh workers at Kong Hua Pri who were doing the renovation. Keong actually used the big water hose (those used to extinguish fire one!!) and sprayed water at them! My god!

Evening, had dinner with S & wife and W. S drove us all the way to Geylang Bahru to try the famous Thai restaurant food. Think S's wife was unhappy with S dunno over what haa kept very quiet.. in the end both black face. During the drive hm, we were like Initial D, damn fast lor! Think S was fuming mad! (Just nice yesterday was showing Initial D on TV!) W & me both blurred haa. Kept very quiet behind. Finally, we reached TM, went to catch Fantastic 4! Not bad!

Remember I mentioned before Jude Law is my beloved haa coz he is damn suave! Today someone told me he can be Jude Law also coz his surname is Law! Gosh?! Haaa. I actually thought it was rather amusing! Trust him to think of that?! Initially I thought he was trying to say he resembles Jude Law, lucky he didn't =P

暧昧

I got this from two bloggers' blogs. The original one was the Chinese Words thingy, and because my the other fren (YL) 'penned' down some comments which I agree, hence I 顺便 plagiarise.

Here it goes:
也許你的身邊也有這麼一個人, 你們可能相愛過, 但是為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起, 也許是為了朋友之間的義氣, 不能追你, 也許是顧及家人的意見, 你們沒有在一起, 也許是出國深造, 他沒有要你等他, 也許你們相遇太早, 還不懂得珍惜對方, 也許你們相遇太晚, 你們身邊已經有了另一個人, 也許你回頭太遲,對方已不再等待.... 不過即使你們沒在一起, 你們還是保持了朋友的關係, 但是你們心底清楚對這個人, 你比朋友還多了一份關心.... 即使不能跟他名正言順的跟他牽著手逛街, 你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友, 他有喜歡的人你口頭上會幫他, 心裡卻不是很清楚是不是真的希望他成功, 他遇到困難時你會盡你所能的幫他,不會計較誰又欠了誰, 男女朋友吃醋了, 你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友, 但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定... 每個人這輩子, 心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友, 很矛盾的行為, 一開始你不甘心只做朋友的, 但久了突然發現或許這樣最好, 你寧願這樣關心他, 總好過你們在一起而有天會分手, 你寧願做他的朋友, 彼此不會吃醋, 才可以真的無所不談, 特別是這樣, 你還是知道他永遠會關心你的, 做不成男女朋友, 當個特別的朋友, 或許會更好, 相愛的人未必適合在一起, 往往你未來的另一半並不是你的摯愛, 只是一個適合和你相處的人....

(Plagiarised from YL's blog):"I must say I do agree with this as in there must be one person in ur life that got this special place in your heart. However, maybe i am not so 大方 to continue as friends with them and go out with them maintain 暧昧的关系. but on contrary, the 暧昧 part of the beginning of every r/s is the sweetest (think of all the 偶像剧)."

I agree with YL totally. Perhaps we don't like uncertainties. Perhaps we are practical. I can't agree with you more, YL!

Today is the 1st time when I reached hm, the sky is still bright. Didn't sleep well past 2 nights, today big time flu. Imagine I didn't do a single presentation today! All day I just looked at shares. Losing focus. I sian, my boss sian. Morale low. I even more sian. Haha. To make thgs worse, there's some sort of self-actualization kinda exercise gg on in my br. The qn of - What do you see yourself doing in the long run? kept popping out of nowhere. I think they are really gg thru qtr-life crisis. I'm sick leh - Make me stressed! Make my brain think! Heck! Just let me complete the next half of the yr in peace first. You can't think too long term in this job!

Remember I said I'm an avid reader of Sor's blog. I have to mention, I really admire her courage. She is damn open abt her personal matters. Damn interesting right?! Coz of the many BGR kinda thg gg on - AND ok we r basically gossipy and kpo lah! Sometimes to hear from the horses' mouth is difficult, thru blogging is the best! Sor: The Chinese paragraph you have posted I believe will be 共鸣 by a lot of ppl =) Jas damn funnie, cut and paste, then email to me!! I, in turn, forward to my colleague! Describes him TOTALLY!

My frens asked me to blog abt investments. They thought I m always spot-on! Just happened that the ones I recommended them performed that's all, and SUAY SUAY those are the ones I didn't buy! Kaoz! Really, I tell u "Lan Suay Qi Jiao Bian Gong Kuay"! I also lose money before and gana stucked. Anyway, in a bullish mkt, u go to SGX anyhw pick a stock and hold, there's a 70% chance u will gain from it! For UT, 90% chance! So, nthg proud of! Anyway I don't wana bear such responsibility, coz the ppl who read my blog are my friends.

Charlie's Angels..

This is damn funnie. The other day went ICB, waiting for my Ah Pui HLS, Marcus, to arrive. As usual, before he came, he would always sms u lotsa rubbish perhaps to kill time while travelling. Here it goes:
Ah Pui: Why r u all so steady?
Me: As always.. we are Charlie's Angels..
Ah Pui: Then you must be Drew Barrymore, the fattest..
WAH BIANGZ! I think this is hilarious haha.
Anyway, it's gd to hang ard with these ppl coz basically, it's crappy session. Talk nonsense and just laugh them all off. By the way, the other 2 angels are Jane & Eileen. WAHAHA! Is so sinful to go ICB -- Beer + Chicken Wings + Pizza = OBESE! Is like every week once with them, then with my br ppl, then with Jas they all every Fri.
(See the canned food and drinks everytime u go to supermkts? I will be like tt very soon. Know what I mean? - Left on the shelves. haha)

Jas was pointing out to me my personality. Hw can I be with those prim & proper kinda guy? Those principled, disciplined, systematic and detailed kinda person?? She said "You like to talk loudly, laugh, crap, vulgarities, play mj, gamble, drink." He is totally opposite. Haha. Damn funnie! All my vices. Nowadays, almost all gers are like that wat, or this is only my social circle's traits?? Heck care! I enjoy being like that!

Yup, last Fri was a post-wedding gathering of Yu. Watched HY, Yu and Gim's wedding etc. Watched until wana vomit haha. Sor perpetually indirectly hinted at my fat arm blocking her when I was taking food from the steamboat and that she's not able to drink her coke. Kaoz. That's the only 遗憾 of the gathering. I'm already feeling lousy and bloated due to the PMS, it's like forever stucked! I drank so much beer liao still stucked!!

Ok, sweet sweet Eileen is gg to plan a party in her hse. Looking forward to it coz is at a hse. Cosier. Most importantly, is near my hse! Yeah! Ah Pui, Marcus, will help u clean the place, no worries. Get ready the mop, dettol and detergent. Hahaaa.

Signs of stress...obesity...

Signs that show I m stressed -
1. Apply shower foam, rinsed off, cleanse face, after that apply shower foam again.
2. After bathing, without wiping dry, straight away reach for the shirt.
3. On a Tuesday, thought last Mon was yesterday.
4. Wore Suit A on Mon, wear on Thur again.
(everyday is basically mixed up) VERY LUAN!

Anyway today I fell off the overhead bridge. Sux! So malu! I was still very composed though, continued to chat on the line! The other party didn't even realise I fell! It happened so fast til I cannot recall how it happened. My skirt flew up. 3 blue-blacks on my leg, plus another one when I knocked into a table few days back. Clumsy, when a person becomes fatter, bounds to be clumsier, and not much of a balance. When running, I can feel the flesh and meat bouncing. When getting out from a car, I need to use more strength to get out. When climbing up the bridge, it's always huffing and puffing. Breathing becomes less smoother as clothes become tighter. Heard of suffocating in your own jacket?? Arm looks like a child's thigh. Beginning to find lesser clothes to wear.

Alamak!

I also have avid readers..

Sor: Pls do not indirectly boast that you have avid readers! I have also =P Anyway Jas is basically kpo lah haha so she will read whoever's blog! Reading your blog is actually a no-brainer if you know what I mean - easy reading! WAHAHAHAHAHHA! Kill me bah! HOWEVER, admittedly, your blog is the only one that I will always click on! Ok, Sor, you win!

Hanging out at hotel cafe is super relaxing. Highly recommended. It has sort of become a hangout on Friday nights. The band, singers, violinist are good. They are VERY RIGHT lor you know?! FYI - it is not heavy metal that kinda rock band concert. Conversely, it is more of a jazz, slow rock kinda music. I m getting old and boring if you guys wana laugh so. Think I what? 17 yrs ah?? Bang! Bang! Bang ah?! haha Most importantly, the singer sings Sarah Brightman songs!

Chatted with Oph last night, and she updated me of her fren whom I do not know personally at all. It's just that she always updates me on her fren's lives that they gradually formed impressions in my mind. Anyway, Patricia got married and went back to M'sia. Things were sweet initially, but got worse and worst now. It seems like her husband has given her the cold shoulder since mths back. ZERO communication. No reasons, nthg, never picked up her calls, only sms. Never reply when she talked to him at hm. The only communication they have is SEX communication at night! How sad! It, somehow, surfaced that they got married not because of LOVE but rather - it's the age to get married. Sad!

This topic arised because she was telling me that a guy likes you when he is willing to spend time personally and only with you. Not in a grp, but Pat's husband seldom does that. It's always out in a grp whenever he is out with Pat.

Whatever it is, chix is tired and wana take a lacklustre attitude. chix is having 2nd thoughts. chix starts to be fickle. chix is showing signs of avoidance. chix admits being demanding. chix envies Puss' 初戀的感覺 =) chix is doomed! ciao~

Feeling bloated with beer. Feel like vomitting. Yucks!

Setback!!!

Disastrous! I think I will fail. Argh! I admit I didn't study conscientiously. I admit I was over-confident. That's it! The next time I will sign up for lessons proper. Never skip chapters thinking you took them in Uni before, and you will remember how to do it! Weekends are not enough OK?! Don't think MCQs are chicken-feet! Ok I feel like drowning in my failure now! Hoegarden pls!

Yup and on fri, somethg stupid happened. Really 'Mo Ming Qi Miao'. It was a silly misunderstanding. Hai~ I am pissed big time that night. Anyway met up with Jas, Sharon, and Cher late Fri night, and had loads of fun. I like the ambience at Marina Mandarin, gd place to chill out with gd liquor. They were so poor thg listening to my grouses the whole night due to that 'Mo Ming Qi Miao' thingy. Yup listening to the familiar voices of friends, their grumbles etc.. and Cher always creates a blunder with her limited Chinese. Last time she read 'Men Tu' aka Protege as 'Men Sheng' - DOOR GOD?!?!! I was shocked liaoz. This time round even better. We know a common fortune-teller by the name of Cai Zhong Shan, and yet she can say his name wrongly as 'SUN ZHONG SHAN'! You guys know who 'Sun Zhong Shan' is or not?? The revoluntionist!! Oh My God! Jas and me laughed for a good 15-min.

Anyway the Mo Ming Qi Miao thingy is clearing up now over MSN... So irritating. So troublesome. So problematic.

Making a difference..

Saw the Opera Winfrey show. One of a Holocaust survivor, Elie Wiesel (nobel peace price receipient), was invited to the show. That episode was to commemorate victims of Holocaust and Genocide over the world. Somehow I just sobbed and sobbed throughout the show. Reasons coz I was touched by Opera and Elie, and also I felt sorry for the victims. You guys know Opera and Elie don't have to do this thing. Opera can just invite what Brad Pitt, Jude Law, Juliet Roberts etc to the show and enjoy the high ratings. Ppl watch! Elie can just sit at hm and thank God that he survived the holocaust. Instead they are raising awareness to the world. You know the saddest thing abt human beings is - INDIFFERENCE. I am like that also - apathetic! Indifference is such an easy option. You don't have to give your time. You can stay home, watch tv, eat, go to sleep, rather than be concerned with people around you, naturally. We, people, hate troubles. We don't like 麻烦. No wonder we can never be like Opera. No wonder we can never be 'RICH'. No wonder we can never be outstanding. So let's all continue to be the plain jane and the tom, dick & harry next door.