ever heard of 'the butterfly effect'? like a butterfly flapping its wings in Brazil can set off a tornado in Texas. is like a chaotic effect created by something seemingly insignificant; the phenomenon whereby a small change in one part of a complex system can have a large effect somewhere else.

what am i getting at? like how Johnathan meet Sara in Serendipity. went to the same mall buying gloves. became a fortunate accident. resulted in an ever-after romance. c'mon! it's just an act of buying gloves! get what i mean?

for instance, i want to avoid a cockroach, bumped into a passerby, caused her to fall, knocked her head on the ground, landed her in paralysis, made her die a bitter death. children orphaned.

why am i bringing this up? lately, i've been thinking alot abt the impossibles. like changing history. i even wish foolishly that time will travel back 10yrs so i can remake history. the many 'if only' starts appearing.. as God forbids, time is a forward. applying the theory of 'the butterfly effect', assuming i made good a mistake of the past, even though my intentions are good, it might lead to another unintended consequence. only God knows what.