im a complete idiot. totally.
im gg for a swim later to 'drown' my stupidity.
well, i forgot to place an advert. esp u know weekends only happen every 5 days later!
anyway...
i do not want to sound like a complete loser but hey! YouTube is my 'friend' my BFF in my current block leave! hw can anybody just watch YouTube all the time whenever she's at hm?! is ridiculous and somehow disgusting! don't u guys think so? so the next question that arises is - what the hell have i been watching??!! YES! you are right! the david letterman show! im even branching out to ellen and oprah! damn it! the clips are endless. im gg berserk. truth is i wana sound and seem profound like watching cnn, bloomberg, reuters and so on (be in the marketplace!) but here im watching tv personalities crack jokes (besides oprah). oh come on!
after so many rounds of YouTube watching, i somehow discover a fact abt people. yes, people in general. hw u guys ever thought why we all like movies, serials, tv programs and be totally addicted to them? this is because firstly, we are all lazy people and secondly we are living in our own world of fantasy.
look at it this way: when we watch tv, what do we do? well, we just cozy up and get comfortable..and... OPEN our big eyes and just watch. as we watch, you know 2hrs passed, 4hrs passed, 6hrs passed and hey, one day is gone! what did we achieve? those moments of indulgence and slipping into the world of make-believe. im not discouraging but somehow after some many hrs of watching, i just felt lousy. i don't know if it's just me but it's creepy. i will have this guilt in me. well, i mean i will think 'hey, i could have done this, i could have done that. 2 wks are really fast and here im watching clips'. i just feel disillusioned. i have articles and books to read, i have SL homework to do, i have some thinking to do blah blah. people are working hard all over the world trying to have a better life and here im - WATCHING CLIPS! before knowing, i will b back at work again and the damn stupid cycle repeats itself over and over again until im what? 50years old!! then i look back, thinking of my achievements, if any.. and all i can think about is - i was really good with tv programs??!! im getting uptight. what m i blabbing at? just because of a damn advert.
im gg for a swim later to 'drown' my stupidity.
well, i forgot to place an advert. esp u know weekends only happen every 5 days later!
anyway...
i do not want to sound like a complete loser but hey! YouTube is my 'friend' my BFF in my current block leave! hw can anybody just watch YouTube all the time whenever she's at hm?! is ridiculous and somehow disgusting! don't u guys think so? so the next question that arises is - what the hell have i been watching??!! YES! you are right! the david letterman show! im even branching out to ellen and oprah! damn it! the clips are endless. im gg berserk. truth is i wana sound and seem profound like watching cnn, bloomberg, reuters and so on (be in the marketplace!) but here im watching tv personalities crack jokes (besides oprah). oh come on!
after so many rounds of YouTube watching, i somehow discover a fact abt people. yes, people in general. hw u guys ever thought why we all like movies, serials, tv programs and be totally addicted to them? this is because firstly, we are all lazy people and secondly we are living in our own world of fantasy.
look at it this way: when we watch tv, what do we do? well, we just cozy up and get comfortable..and... OPEN our big eyes and just watch. as we watch, you know 2hrs passed, 4hrs passed, 6hrs passed and hey, one day is gone! what did we achieve? those moments of indulgence and slipping into the world of make-believe. im not discouraging but somehow after some many hrs of watching, i just felt lousy. i don't know if it's just me but it's creepy. i will have this guilt in me. well, i mean i will think 'hey, i could have done this, i could have done that. 2 wks are really fast and here im watching clips'. i just feel disillusioned. i have articles and books to read, i have SL homework to do, i have some thinking to do blah blah. people are working hard all over the world trying to have a better life and here im - WATCHING CLIPS! before knowing, i will b back at work again and the damn stupid cycle repeats itself over and over again until im what? 50years old!! then i look back, thinking of my achievements, if any.. and all i can think about is - i was really good with tv programs??!! im getting uptight. what m i blabbing at? just because of a damn advert.
posted by Juanzzz | 7/17/2009 07:15:00 PM
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